I often wonder if every crossroad in your life create a different dimension....if every major decision create an alternate outcome, a different reality...Would you like to know what happened?
I would, specially in certain aspects of my life that as of now don't have closure.
I decided against staying with a certain person long ago....A person that diminished my personality and broke my spirit numerous times. A person that made me question who I was and if I was worth of him. A person I had feelings of love and hatred at the same time. A person I had dreams to build my life with so many times, just to be disappointed, alone and brokenhearted again, and again and again....I person that claim to love me... but didn't. I decided it was time to move on and live my life with my new found true love. So far it turned out to be an amazing and exhilarating adventure, but I sometimes wonder if there is another version of me on another dimension that decided to stay...How would she be now? Would she be married with kids? Or would she be trapped in a self destructive relationship?
If I could see her, I would want to know how staying with him turned out to be...
Did I make the right choice back then?
Yes, of that I'm sure.
Would I turn back time?
No.
But sometimes I am just curious of how different my life would be...if I have another profession, another job, or live someplace else....How would every decision we could have made change our future and our surrounding relationships?
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